Someone close to me has sent several long wordy texts to me, telling me how awful I am, what a bad man I am, and how they don't want anything more to do with me, ever again.

I could post them here and let the world decide if she's right, but I won't. I will just accept the fact that she feels the way she does.

I honestly don't consider myself a bad man, I don't intentionally try to hurt people, I don't think, but maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I am all the horrible things she thinks I am.

That's a hard thing to come to grips with if she's right. I'm almost eighty, I'm stubborn and opinionated, it comes with the age. But in my core I think I'm an honest caring human.

I don't hate anyone, I don't wish ill will upon anyone, I'm just a sad lonely old man, it is what it is, and I'm certainly not the first.

The problem is, she's also my landlord, thus the reason I'm getting kicked out of this trailer.

So in case you were wondering, that's the story.