Well I really fucked up this time. I'm being evicted from this trailer, which contains all my meager remaining possessions from almost eighty years, including the teddy bear that was given to me when I was born.

I have nowhere to go, I've burned all my bridges. It's tough being an old asshole. I saved some money from my Summer job and maybe I could take a cruise and never come back. Just get off the boat somewhere and stay there.

I honestly don't know what to do. This is probably the end of the road for my possessions, they can just drop them at the dump. Then I can pack up my suitcase, walk up to the major highway and stick my thumb out.

I really wish I had the nerve to just walk into the ocean. Maybe if I get drunk enough I won't need nerve. Fuck life, I lose.