My life is so unimportant, I am humbled just to be able to write my words here now. I could die this instant and there would be mostly thankfulness that it's finally over.

Maybe a touch of sadness that my take on life will never leave my fingers again, but I finally really sincerely doubt that.

I have done great things in my life. I know what they are and I'm proud to have done them. Those around me that know what I've done, thank you!

I have also done terrible things, and to the world in general, I am sorry from the very bottom of my old heart.

I'm trying to give myself a number score. As the world evolves around me I see great people who deserve high ones, like eight or nine, or more! Then I see pathetic folks who have done horrible things and deserve nothing.

I have decided on six. I know from deep in my soul, I'm a good man. There is not a drop of evil in me, I hate nobody, and I love life.

But, being a weak human, I have fucked up, many times. I'm very sorry and I accept this number with utmost humility.

I don't know what's next in my life, the way it's going probably not good. I just want to say sorry, forgive me if I've hurt you in the slightest, and I hope you rise above six...