I've been trying to figure out what I'm going to do this fall and winter. I really don't like this season. Cold weather, I like it hot. Halloween, nobody comes to my door. Thanksgiving, I have no family here and I always spend it alone, and hungry. Christmas, is the worst. I had to be on a cruise boat last year to endure it.

I've been thinking about getting a dog, but I don't know if my heart is into it, or if I could endure another ultimate loss.

My neighbor Daniel thinks I should get a job as a Walmart greeter. With all due respect, fuck you sir.

I have no programming projects, no hobbies, and no ambition to do either.

Is this my end?