I am half the man I was when I arrived in Tennessee 3.5 years ago. Here's my first Post when I started this blog. Steph and Piper defined me, and I have lost them both.

Yea, I've had some great adventures since I've been here, but that's different. I was driving around today, went to the skin doctor, Krogers, the bank and paid my rent for next month in advance. All the time I had this feeling that part of me died when Piper did. Then I realized the same thing happened with Steph. I am half the man I was.

I ain't looking for sympathy, it is what it is. I'm a grown ass man and I will find a way to handle it. Hopefully better than last night when I dove into that bottle of homemade moonshine sitting up on my shelf. That shit fucked me up! I woke up this morning and I couldn't hold stuff in my hands. Hell of a way to approach a skin cancer session with the local doc. But I did...

Not sure what the future holds. I put a bunch of money on my debit card, and filled my wallet up with cash. I may just head out into the world and see what happens, all one half of me...