I've been thinking hard lately about why I blog, and why I've done it for over twelve years. Part of it has been for me, I find relief in talking about my successes, failures, weaknesses, and opinions. I love to write and it has become my only remaining passion.

I also like to think there are still some people out there who actually care what I have to say, or wonder how I'm doing with life. To you I say thank you!

My old addicted, damaged, depressed brain is always trying to make sense out of life. Sometimes the answers I come up with are wrong, but still make it to my keyboard, and the world.

I would say that at least a third of my Post's have only survived in the wild for hours, before I trashed them permanently.

I have hurt and offended many friends and family members over the years, with these two blogs. To you I say I'm very sorry.

Am I going to stop blogging? I honestly don't know...